Rewinding Forward


This project of black and white photographs explores how past and present collide visually.
My intent is to link the personal story through an outward situation. This mysterious intersection can be a transformational juncture. It’s a bridge where metaphor and dream like curiosity work towards something that is revealed. Past and present intertwine creating a visual experience that locates and most importantly connects me to the image. Storytelling and imagination are infused in the way my images are linked and developed.

The upgrading and evolving thoughts of expression are shaped from these inner experiences. All the stories I’ve collected over the course of my life unfold new narratives through the arrangements and re-arrangements of images. I’m wandering and wondering through multiple perspectives whose highlights are embedded in personal experiences. A Maggid, (master storyteller in the Jewish tradition) once ask me to name one highlight of my life. I immediately replied that it was giving birth to my son. He said, “that’s the place to make from!” "Rewinding Forward" is an ongoing scroll of these visual highlights.

Hand Painted Photographs


My grandmother raised me. She was born with a large birthmark in the shape of a fish that covered her chin and neck. She referred to it as her purple stain. When I was young she would often tell me the story of how it happened repeatedly throughout my childhood. She told me her mother cut her finger cleaning fish when she was pregnant with her. Her mother put her finger up to her mouth immediately to stop the bleeding and according to my grandmother, “marked her”. Her mother died as a result of my grandmother’s birth several weeks later. Had she explained it any other way I would be a very different person today. I saw it a beautiful pattern imbued with magic not an imperfection. My grandmother suffered though stares and pointing fingers often as I was holding her hand. These kinds of folk stories and explanations were part of my childhood and nurtured my imagination. They held a transformative power as a kind of magical soul medicine.

I begin by scanning tintypes that I started collecting in the late seventies. The printed photograph then becomes a contemplative ground for painting. They are independent of each other physically, historically and on many other levels. The painted photograph essentially is a duet in which two mediums may contribute towards a whole. The integrity of both exists simultaneously in a shared physicality through and on the photographic print. The composition is essentially a duet where both mediums of equal importance. I’m interested in the translation of these found tintypes by reanimating or resuscitating the portrait. I think of the portraits as time travelers while painting late night seances. With the help of technology, the scanned tintypes often lead to new clues perceptually. It provides a field for painting and mark making. Perhaps they’re tarot cards from outer space. It’s my way of re-touching history.

Velvet Cosmos


I’m interested in ornaments and objects that have been generationally or otherwise handed down. My grandmother’s doilies, embroidery and quilts contain a kind of magic theatre of her memory. I’m curious about the translation of these objects and the conjuring they invoke. The doily images images remind me of stars in the night sky or snowflakes. Snowflake Bentley photographed thousand of individual snowflakes. He wrote,“Under the microscope, I found that snowflakes were miracles of beauty; and it seemed a shame that this beauty should not be seen and appreciated by others. Every crystal was a masterpiece of design and no one design was ever repeated., When a snowflake melted, that design was forever lost. Just that much beauty was gone, without leaving any record behind." They were reminiscent of mandalas used as visual meditations and place to explore themes of healing and spirituality.

These prints were made using the Malde-Ware method, otherwise known as Print-Out Platinum-Palladium Printing, or the Ammonium Print-out was invented in the 1980s by Pradip Malde and Dr. Mike Ware. The Malde-Ware method is the original ‘print-out’ platinum process of Giuseppe Pizzighelli from 1887.

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